|Current mood:|| depressed|
|Current music:||simple plan--" I'd do anything"|
I don't know whats worse, Living or Dying. I would think that living is probably worse because this world is a lump of crap. Everyone hates each other and no one takes life seriously. Our world has too many wars and too much of hate. If I could choose I would want to die, at least then I wouldn't have to go through depression because my ex-boyfriend danny doesn't want to make our relationship work. He is too busy thinking about sara, which I hate her and I wish she would just have never showed up in his life. He was my first love and my first real guy friend. He has always been there for me and helped me if I needed it. He once told me that If he could be anything in the world he would be the tears that ran down my face and died on my lips. I thought that was the sweetest thing ever. There is only one other reason why he doesn't want to be with me, that is because I live in Franklin and he lives in lewisburg, which I might add isn't too far away. I would move back there if I could but I think if I do then I will be ruining my life. especially if we do get back together but then he finds someone else, then what am I supposed to do. anyways, I guess I am feeling sorry for myself.