|Current mood:|| depressed|
Sick of Everything about my life right now.
I hate being stuck in the same position all the time.
The same Shitastic situation.
Not getting ANYWHERE in life...
I hate how I try to save money, but still end up spending it, to try and relieve Devin of always having to pay for everything, but what little bit I can pitch in, isn't enough apparently, and I keep having to put gas in the truck, I've put in $55 just from the last 2weeks driving everywhere with him. I had saved up like $40 from the last couple weeks at work, getting tipped. But that's all gone too now, I have like $10 left. Which really just disappoints me, cuz I'm usually better with money than this. I just keep falling down in debt. Can't get away from it, and it's killing me. I don't like he has to pay for every time we go out to eat or whatever, I would like to pitch in more, but I just can't right now with Bills, and paying $50 in gas every check I get. I need to get on top of things first...
I really just want to be left alone.
And be away from Everything.