|Current mood:|| numb|
|Current music:||"Hold On" by GC... cuz that's what i SHOULD do!|
Has all your troubles ever hit you so fast that you can't feel anything at all??? Well, it happened to me, and it finally starting to get to me. You see, the one person who pulled me out from the black hole i always tend to fall into isn't able to pull me up this time. Everything in my life is all crashing down on me right now. One of the things that is going on only three people know about. And i'm going to keep it that way because i dont want EVERYBODY to know. But my mom, oh, i never knew you could hate someone so much! I hate her so bad that i never want to see her again... and well my dad just doesnt get it. And it's my mom, ya know that one who raised me, and i hate her! Then well, there are some people who i wont metion any names cuz im not rude like that... well, they aren't helping any. So right now i just wanna crawl into a little ball and like DIE!!! I never felt... UNNEEDED in my life. i just want my life back... i just want to get out of the hole! I'M SCARED!!!! HELP!?!?!?!?!