so i'm back.
I don't know whats up but I just got an overwhelming desire to write in a journal, and this is the only one I have.
Lately I have developed a huge fear that I'm not doing anything to help or change anyone. I feel like I'm pretty much just existing without meaning anything. And while I dig that, I would dig feeling like I have an impact on anything. My existance is a pretty lonely and unimportant one thus far I think. I was so excited when I developed the ability to enjoy a moment or a friend and then not be affected when it was over or they left, but now I don't know if that is a good thing or not. Now I feel like all I really did was isolate myself from feeling and that is unfortunate because not feeling makes it hard for me to feel inspired to do anything.
That's all I really wanted to say.
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