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| Current music: | Rachel, Oreo snoring, the dryer, washer - like a quartet heh |
Im soo tired and ahh I still have to pee!! lol lib and ray
--- I know i haven't up dated in a few days -- ooops! -- Here's a little update ---
Wed -- late eveing -- Blaze came to youth group -surprisingly- and sadly so did Jemma. It would not have been the same if she was not there though. The way Blaze - Rachel - and I - made fun of her I was rolling on the floor I swear! Its soooo hailrious. I know you might think that just making fun of someone who you don't 'personly' like is just like "woo who amazing" But that night had to be the best night I had in ages. Now tonight (Awhile ago - I think I liked Blaze. Now i realize that he has become one of my very close friends. My only friend I can actully tell things and kno that he will NOT UNDER ANY CIRCIMSTANCES repeat anything of what I said. I mean I trust that they (meanin-Lisa-Ray-Lib-Court-Sam-Sher-Shel) Would all take a bullet for me, as I would do for them. But I mean there GIRLS -- FO' SHOR' -- hah just playing. All girls have a problem with that kinda stuff. When we are told something about someone we kno, we can't help but to share it with our bestest friends. I have learned to just write my feelings out on paper, but others -- lets just say that they do the total oppisite. No matter how much you trust them -- or how long you have known them. (trust me) Anyways all im saying is sometimes it is good to have guy friends. Now if their are feelings involved, it might get a little tricky. And confusing - frustrating - exsausting - i don't kno but i kno people who do lol. Anyways -- Blaze made youth group soo much fun. It was alot like the recent retreat. ( Im also surprised that me and him are friends again. Cuz of what I did, the chance I took because his life was endangered. Good and bad memories... ) And when I told him that my family and I are moving SuPeR close to him he smiled and looked excited. I can't wait till we move. Im starting over -- finally.
-- Night -- OOOOO and kinda switching topics . . . Jemma -okay- is till unbelievably obessed with Blaze. To the point where is flat out annoying. And disturbing at some points. Anywho - what I wanted to write - She had the nerve to call me a bitch. Behind my back also. I mean I could really careless about what people think about me because I know I have true friends and self confidence so she has shizz on me. Not to mention that shes beyond scary looking. Red - cRiSpY fRiEd AsS hAiR - with - a UNIBROW - and and she has no azz and or chest. Hah noooo i'm not looking at her. It's just hard to notic such a annoying ugly person. AND PEOPLE, im KNOW i'm not ajust because I ("saved" in my words and Blazes) "stole" Blaze from her. JUST BECAUSE I FREAKING SAT NEXT TO HIM. It dosen't even really matter because him and I were laugh/talking (about Jemma) and his oldest brother who helps out with our youth group seperated us. He sent Blaze up to the first row and same with myself but farther down the row. If something we though was funny/amusing we would end up looking at each other and smile/snearing. And when they divided us up into to prayer groups. The first two rows when with Tony (youth pastor) and the third and fouth rows went with Rory. Blaze and I were lucky because Jemma was in the fouth row and we were still in the fourth. As we went our different ways -- I went behide Tony to sit infront of the door. Samantha told me to come over and sit next to her (also next to Blaze). Quink-key-dink. And as we went around offering our prayer requests. Him and I were talking a little throughout the whole thing. Till it came to his turn. He asked for prayer for -- How he was having problems with "someone who was to remain nameless" ( who name begins with a "J" and ends with a "emma" ). And how he needs paients. It was funny though. He was doing that to amuse Myself and Sam because he does have more serious problems then Jemma. It was a great night I will never forget. I cannot wait till next wens.
Thurs - morning - I origianly had a rehersal practicen at WINSLOW HIGHSCHOOL but I had to attend my weekly classes. Algebra and Grammar and Composition I. After that class I have only one more day left. YAY! No more scary homeschooled freaks who talk about cloning and earthly functions for fun. Scary. The only down fall to not going back to Westminster (thursday school) is not seeing Sheryl as much as i'm used to. Twice a week. (Westminster and youth group) Youth group ends on the last week of June. Sucks -- but NO MORE JEMMA!! yay! -- Noonish -- Later on (before the WINSLOW concert) that day I called Lisa's mom to make sure that the Beach Road Trip was still on. When I called her Jamie answered the phone and gave me her work cell phone. I was kinda disapointed at first when she said that her van was in the shop getting new tires and wouldn't be ready till about one o'clock. She also stated that the weather wasn't gonna be all that great anyways and that we will schedual another trip. So she said that after her bible study at the Hurtlers (around my area) was finshed she would come and pick me up and take me to her house where Lisa was. I couldn't wait.
-- Late afternoon -- Then to my surprise - Jazmyne called my house. [ Jazmyne -- the girl I was bestfriends with till about the end of last year. It started when she totally ditched Shelby because of the kind of music Shel was getting into. And she would plead that they had nothing in common anymore. Whatever I would say. I knew they did but Jaz just didn't wanna put fouth the effort to keep their {and soon to come our} relationship tight. Then after that a little while pasted and we didn't talk to each other. Soon or later I would forget that she even went to my school, WINSLOW (where I just go for orchrastra lessons and classes) - ] Since she is in Orchrastra I do see her - ocasinally - and since to tonight is the night of the last concert -- she would be there. -- ANYWAYS -- she called me and we talked for about 10 mins or so. She asked me if I was still going to the concert. - DUH - I was already dressed and was ust about to leave before she called. Im not quite sure wha eles we talked about because I was still in shock. When I arrived there I set my instrument up and went to the cafe. She was there and she said hey Lauren. I said hi in return. She was like your outfits cute ... but not hotter than Jazmynes ya'll! Kind of rude but that's how Jazmyne is now. I miss the old Jazmyne. But whatever Shel (Shelby), Court (Courtney) and I have the memories. That's all what counts. The concert was okay. Court - David - Caroline did radical on their solos. I was kinda jelous but whatever -- violas always get the boring parts I just have to learn to deal. I went home right after we were done playing -- even though the Chours and Band (BAND -- the best part of the night) didn't play yet.
-- Nighttime -- I was at my house for awhile, till about ten o'clock. Then finally Cealy (Lisa's mom) came to my house and picked me up. I was soooo happy she finally came. When I got to Lisa's house she was laying down on her liing room couch watching Bambi. Hah -- she loves Disney movies. She was extreamly tired after her (whole) school trip. From Monday night to thursday day. (..I think..) After we watched Bambi she asked me to put in Pocohuntaus. I was actully sweet seeing those old movies again. I haven't seen them in soooo long.
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