Star No Star (xstarxnoxstarx) wrote, @ 2003-01-27 20:04:00

how does it feel?
Im so fucking pissed off...
now just feel this anger, seething, not boiling...
ebbing.... still miffed
At myself of course..
dumb little girl tried to talk again didnt you? ha u fuck. You know you can't, go back and play with your toys and fake the laughter. Thought you could escape from the plastic smile? No you cant you cant talk you cant do anything right. You should know that little girl, its been this way for years. Go fix the pink ribbons so at least your outsides are pretty and wipe away the tears... never let them see you cry. But you cant cry like a normal girl, you gave up your humanity a long time ago. Go play along with there games, there's no room for you here
fuck me.. its all my fault, shoulda known that I would not get anywhere. I never get anywhere always the same song-and-dance tracing out the same patterns on the floor, worn way by the time it was repeated. Over and over rip out my tongue forget that I have a heart. Leave it all behing. Time to grow up.... but the same patterns will still be traced and will wear a hole into the ground.
I hate this

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