| Current mood: |  calm |
| Current music: | divinity destroyed- the sleeper has awakened |
Walls of fire, all around..
Welll I'm still emotional. and she never replied, let's act like it didn't bother me. I dont feel well. Didn't cut last night... only that morning. Haven't cut today... will I? no? I dont think so. Perhaps I will keep it together, maybe it never fell apart. Just to let you know Im doing fine... basically I am 'alive' numb and dead to the core. THe deadness has just set in, this usually last a week, few days or so.
I'm scared of Christians.. those born-again and other freakish sects that just preach and preach thier religion, who think Harry Potter is satanic, they frighten me, my mother frightens me. I have no problem with Christians who believe in God, Jesus and go to church; but dont shove it down my throat dont think that I have to go to church to be saved or anything like that. It's my problem if I end up in hell, not yours. Actually I am scared of anyone who thinks their religion is all there is, the best of the best, the final authority.. I dont know when people are so focused on that they are 'right' and everyone else is 'wrong' and that they need to 'save' the 'wrongdoers' its fucking scary.. Religion kills tolerance so many times, and so many lives are lost. It scares me....
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