| Current mood: |  depressed |
| Current music: | set phasers to stun by taking back sunday |
well i will never make another promise....
im so tensed up it sux so much. just an hour ago or something like that=complete breakdown. i havent cried that much in a very very long time. well failures not flattering and im a failure so that could possibly be why i cant be flattered. im so pathetic damnit. o well i dont care and i dont mind that nobodys gonna read this its fine with me. its my journal i can bitch if i want to. i hate sounding like i have so much self pity. i dont care that im depressed and nothing or nobody seems to care or help me when im depressed. o well u get what u deserve and if i dont deserve comfort alright then i dont deserve it. im such an asshole o well its ok with me.
i think i might have just watched my dreams fall apart right before my eyes.....
i have alot to think about...
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