ive been seein drew EVERYDAY..still. we have soo much fun and he ALWAYS comes over. yesterday morning he came over when i was sleeping and he kept ringin the bell so i was like wow im gona kill whoevers at the door!lol and then i go down and its DREW so im like drew its 10am i was sleeping why are u here, n i was kinda yelling cuz i was pissed i was soo tired i didnt get home til 3am the night before. and he came in and started to kiss me and then backed away and gave me a weird look. im like YEAH I DIDNT BRUSH MY TEETH YET my mouth prolly tastes GROSS haha..does he think im gona wake up with minty fresh breath? no! haha so i went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth and then went back downstairs to drew but he wasnt there..? so im like wtf and then i went to my room cuz i figured he'd be in there waitin for me.. so i went to my room and drew was laying down on my bed and i walked over to him and he pulled me on to the bed .. as i kinda figured he would.. (cuz u know how much i love waking up and doing shit like 5 mins later haha NOT REALLY..) but i jus went along with it cuz..i guess i love drew.. weve been going out for only 2 weeks + 1 day tho. so things are moving really fast.. but its ok..as long as im not having sex with him.
he didnt even try to have sex with me yesterday. i was glad he didnt try cuz i didnt wana turn that down again. cuz i know he really wants to do it..soo..well, i dont.. just YET..
so we got to 3rd yesterday, like most days.. but this time it was weird cuz AT 10:30 IN THE MORNING I HAD A DICK IN MY MOUTH. haha yeah i didnt really plan on that but what can ya do..
everyone keeps sayin hes not using me for ass but a day doesnt go by where we dont do alot of stuff. so i dont know.. but hes amazing and when we go to the mall he always buys me things whether its from a shirt or a candle or dinner or w/e. we havent said "i love you" to each other yet. but i guess u dont say that in the beginning of the relationship til u actually MEAN it.. i mean, we have it in our profiles i love you drew and manda i love you but .. its different by actually saying it and typing it out on to a profile. i guess? but i do love him. ♥
but anyway i havent been updatin alot lately. sorry bout that..
on the 19th i got drunk with sarah assandra jackie sam drew derek matt stu and robbie @ derek's house. his house is fuckin huge so it was cool. got to sloppy 3rd i THINK..wit drew obviously lol. i dont remember if it was sloppy 3rd or just 3rd. i think sloppy but i was too fucked up to remember. i remember having alot of fun tho
the 22nd was a girls only night (at first).. me sarah assandra jackie n samantha went to jackies house cuz her parents were away. jen sukra(mics dealer haha) dropped off some shit. so we smoked and got high..that was fun.. til the guys stopped by. we TOLD THEM NOT TO COME! but ugh they did anyway..and they were sooo drunk. but we let them in anyway. i ended up losing my shirt so i was walkin around in only a bra and i was soo high i didnt even realize it til later. but that was still alot of fun..haha.. then on the 24th i got drunk with elisa and lauren cuz i never hang out wit them anymore. and me and elisa used to be best friends and we still kinda are. soo uh yeah i chilled wit them. drew kept callin my cell but it wasnt near me so i couldnt answer it. idc tho cuz i knew he just wanted elisas address so he could come over and we could do shit. but i wasnt up for that.. so thats about it so far..
this summer is amazing! ily
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