Can I explain the feeling I have in his arms? Complete, total comfort. Can anyone explain it to me? Love? No one feels as comfortable. No one else feels right.. When will I be able to just accept the fact that I want to be with him? Can I get over the things that hold me back? Will I be hurt once more? It's been twice already and not much has seemed to change. All he did was go off and do it again, but I can't get mad cause he hasn't been mine to claim. Yet still, there is just something wrong about it. It doesn't make any sense why he would do that. Or why he would continue total me how much he hates her when it is obviously not true. Why did he go to her in the first place? I'm just not enough... that is all it was. Well, who knows if I'm enough now! Why should I even try and let myself be hurt again. I don't think I'd be able to stand it this time. I'd feel like the biggest idiot ever. I'd fucking kill her, I would. ::whimpers:: She would have to die, that would be it. He would have to die... but why even give it a chance to happen again? I shouldn't but I can't stay away so what do I do? Shall I give in to the feeling I have? It feels really good... and I'm not going to feel it with anyone else any time soon. Someone save me from this demon dragging me down...
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