there's nothing without you.
just turned 11:00. im sitting here. still in my pj's. alone. in the dark. theres no lights in the front 3 rooms of my house. its raining outside. i have pans scattered all around the house. and i can hear the dripping. my nose and my feet are cold. im listening to the Mest cd once again. and ive spent the past hour or more trying to make the webpage my dad keeps asking me to make. yea its a pretty boring, dull, cold, and dark day. i hate days like this and i want so much to have just a little bit of socialization...bleh.