|Current mood:|| annoyed|
|Current music:||HELLOGOODBYE, THEIR GOOD!|
oh, today nothing happening today, i am so bored outta my mind. okay yesterday josh decided to pay a visit to the library and sit right next to me! for those of you who don't know, i'll make a long story short. josh is a senior i have gone to church with for a few years and he goes to my school. i started liking him alot and he led me on, he kissed me at homecoming and told me the only reason he couldn't date me was because he had to much going on his life. he tried to get me to mess around with him, but i told no after i heard he was messing around with this nasty fat lesbian whore, so he said ok lets just be friends then. i didn't wanna be just friends i wanted that rumor to not be true but he lied about everything else so what would have made me believe him. anyway, he started dating this midget named libby, right after he told me he didn't wanna a relationship, and started telling people that i was obsessed with him that he never really liked me he was joking and i believed him. i liked josh alot and he crushed my heart into so many pieces i don't think i could ever forgive him. no everyone knows his little lawn elf lover was the one calling me and ashley the "good charlotte girls" in a negative sense. so he sat by me talking to me like i cared and then asked me to open the door for him and when i did, he said "oh your so sweet, thats why your my best friend"....BEST FRIENDS? AFTER WHAT HE DID TO ME, HE CALLS US BEST FRIENDS! I DON'T THINK SO....NEVER, NO ONE HAS EVER HURT ME LIKE HIM....I HATE YOU JOSH, AND I HATE YOUR STUPID J-LO ASS MIDGET BITCH OF YOURS....I HOPE ONE OF YOU READ THIS!