|Current mood:|| melancholy|
|Current music:||the tide.|
jeese louise >:[
i always did wonder who made up that silly saying. don't worry louise, i know how you feel. i get blamed for everything too. today was insane if i do say so myself. tomorrow is my mother's birthday so mike took me out shopping all day. what a head rushhh. i could just pass out from all the excitment. and, as you can tell, i got the computer back. i thought that it would fill me with this joy that was unconcievable when, in reality, it feels as though it was never gone. i feel like there's so many things right now that i could, or at least should, be trying to do to better my life. it's uncontrolable.
[you shocked me with your million hearts and sorry fingertips. you're like a story, missing parts, and those story-telling lips. i want to be your next one, your only one, frozen in your arms. and here i am questioning whether or not to run when the weather's always storms. don't wait, it takes but a moment to disappear. but it could take an eternity to forget a love so dear. don't kiss me unless you intend to make it work this time. and don't you dare tell me that you miss me if you're the on eto say the first goodbye]