eLySe pOLiCe <33 (xoxfydelxox) wrote, @ 2003-12-11 18:13:00

Current mood:	blah
Current music:	linkin park <3 nobodys listenin

you're no one.. unless someone loves you..
Yo, peep the style and the kids checking for it
The number one question is how could you ignore it
And drop right back in the cut over basement tracks
With raps that got you backing this up like
Rewind that we're just rolling with the rhythm
Rise from the ashes of stylistic division
With these non-stop lyrics of life living
Not to be forgotten but still unforgiving
But in the meantime there are those who wanna talk this and that
So I suppose that it gets to a point where feelings gotta get hurt
And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt

it goes

[Chorus]
(Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)
(Call to you so clearly but you don’t want to hear me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)

I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
handfull of anger, held in my chest
And everything left’s a waste of time
I hate my rhymes, but hate everyone else’s more
I’m riding on the back of this pressure
Guessing that it’s better I can’t keep myself together
Because all of this stress gave me something to write on
The pain gave me something I could set my sights on
Never forget the blood sweat and tears
The uphill struggle over years the fear and
Trash talking and the people it was to
And the people that started it just like you

[Chorus]
(Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)
(Call to you so clearly but you don’t want to hear me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)

I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
handfull of anger, held in my chest
Uphill struggle
Blood sweat and tears
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear

Heart full of pain, head full of stress
handfull of anger, held in my chest
Uphill struggle
Blood sweat and tears
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear

Heart full of pain

[Chorus]
(Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)
(Call to you so clearly but you don’t want to hear me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)

I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
(Nobody’s listening)
handfull of anger, held in my chest
(Nobody’s listening)
Uphill struggle
Blood sweat and tears
(Nobody’s listening)
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear
(Nobody’s listening)

Coming at you from every side





x0sh0otin star0x: i guess i dun see wut everyone else sees
x0sh0otin star0x: n obviously not everyone sees it
x g babygerl x: ur beautiful!!!:-) id fuck ya;-)
x0sh0otin star0x: haha
x0sh0otin star0x: thx
x0sh0otin star0x: ur gorgeous
x g babygerl x: ur gorgeouserr
x g babygerl x: haha i wuv u:-)
x0sh0otin star0x: lol:-)
x0sh0otin star0x: wuv u too

thanks christina .. i love you u make me smile lol but i still disagreeee!


i decided i would update this shizz cus i haven't in a while n im boredd.. nothing reallys been goen on but ill write wut i did neways... the last time i updated was umm i think sunday.. i didnt do nething at all basically.. jus sat around. good times lol then shower bed school runnin shower.. came home n cleaned a lil but i didn't feel like it so i told my mom i didn't feel good n i would do it tomorrow lol so i did hw n sat online then took shower sleep runnin shower school ..didn't go to 8th period.. sat in another room n did nothing.. n then went n got 3 shots :( it was bad lol .. came home n cleaned like woaah! lol i did a vry good job. hahah then i did hw n took shower bed woke up ran shower school.. then went to franks after school wit sara,coll,lacey,nd court... n kailey, cortaney, alicia,brendon,jon n sum other ppls were there.. we chilled n ate n then went bac to school for our thingy.. me n coll left like 5:30.. grr! lol dropped coll off came home n went online ate did a lil of my essay.. hahah sike not rly.. but shh! thennnnnnnnn i was so tired i didn't feel like taken a shower so i went to bed woke up ran downstairs cuz it was pourinng out.. then took a shower scrunched my hair went to school . we had an assembly.. it really made me think .. im lucky to have the life i have n no one rly knows wut goes on b/c im always putttin a mask on b4 i leave myhouse b/c i dunno i guess its a part of life n i guess everyone does it ..


i really don't like myself tho.. like its weird n ppl get pissed wen i say this but.. like i think im a bitch.. i feel like i like want to be controlling? n like i want my friends for my self n i hate wen my friends talk to my friends that i like 'found on my own' or they r jus my friend.. i dunno. i will stop now b4 i talk more outta my assss......

neways came home n tried to work on my essay.. not worken.. but im still sick.. its so gayy lol n my arm kills from my one shot.. i noticed i rlly do nothing for school nemore.. im slippen.. its kinda bad.. i jus don't have the 'desire' to do nething.. i don't rly pay attention in class n i bullshit my hw.. im lucky tho.. i took a french quiz the other day n got a 90.. wtf how did i do that.. i never pay attention in that class. i sit in the bac n i jus do nothing.. write notes, sleeep, math hw for next pd, draw, or jus daydream.. it boggles my mind.. haha n i go into honors history everyday like not ready to do nething.. b/c i so hate that class too fucken much.. i no im failin n i feel so stupid.. like i try my hardest n i try to pay attention but it doesn't click.. i wanna like move down to a lower class like CP or w/e but i dunno if i rly do b/c like iuno its a funny class i guess.. n i got to do this essay that i had like over a month to do .. its due monday n i seriously am lost n i have no fucken clue wut i am suppsoed to b doen n no one is like helping me out wen i ask for hellpp.. errr~ i guess ill jus go fail on my own.. another shitty ass class is geometry.. i hate it with all my heart.. 1. i don't get it 2. i hate math with the biggest passion 3. i don't get it 4. my class is immature.. its funny ..hell yeah but we get in trouble n 5. the teacher jus gets on my nerves.. my shittiest classes r all at the end of the day.. which is bad but its good b/c im all happy goen home b/c its over with but those classes like piss me off.. lol i don't even care about my grades nemore .. jess wants me to go wit her to a show on sunday.. n kt wants me to go to the mall on friday with my friends.. n christina wanted to go to this show at her school on firday too.. ahh wut to doo wut too doo.. im prolly gunna jus sit at home like a loser n do honors history essays ... oh wut fun..

i guess im done rambling for now.. thanks for readen lol.. ima loser its cool tho...

christmas
14 days
december 27th
16 days
amys party
9 days

im sry but amy.. who the fuck gets suspended for going in a pod.. i never knew they could fucken suspend u from a pod.. thats total bullshit!! haha maybe i should try ;) lol but thats ok b/c i don't wanna b in the same office as the skanky lesbo.. ms. moore.. ewww gives me the chills .. haha

I just found a friend
in one of your lies
to treat me so nice
i can't believe my bones
when they say so many things
they tell me i am fine
believe me i, i try

Oooh oooh oooh...

Ever so sweet...
you make this seem
the way things go
its not my fault
and i'll miss
i'll miss you so good
through all of those nights
we lost our way back home

Ever so sweet
you baked it in cakes for me.
What you left behind,
it hurts my teeth.
Bring in the past
with the postcards you sent for me.
Every line,
it brings me right back down.

Can't you see the wall you built for me
can't you see the wall you built for me
can't you see the wall you built for me

Cause we're not special
we're not special
we're not special

Well i'm not special
i'm not special

Ever so sweet
you baked it in cakes for me.
What you left behind,
it hurts my teeth.
Bring in the past
with the postcards you sent for me.
Every line,
it brings me right back down.

eLYse<33
sTILL LoVen You <33

do u love me?

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