|Current mood:|| sick|
|Current music:||Black Balloon * Goo Goo Dolls|
tomorrow's sunday...i'll try to be as good as possible, but i cant promise anything. maybe i'll just have one more day of normal eating before monday.
monday, i'm being totally strict with my food journal, which is goal number one. me and holly are going to start comparing to get us back on track.
i'm also going to start bringing a waterbottle to school, and drinking as much water as I POSSIBLY can. i really need water, and it's starting to show. theres goal number 2
after the first week, i'm going to start the 2-4-6-8 diet, though i know it's going to be hard. i'm still not sure if that's even going to work out. but i desperately need SOMETHING to get this damn weight off. i was 102 today, though i've hardly eaten anything..i was 101 yesterday. i am SO close to double digits that i can't give up now. sure, i'm skinny i suppose, but not enough. i want to be so skinny that everyone will look at me and think "wow, she's gorgeous"