| Current mood: |  lonely |
| Current music: | Hidden in Plain view "Twenty Below" |
...Just wait and you'll see, you're everything I want and don't take this from me...
Wind strong in my face, I'm still staggering through
I'm closer to the ground than I will ever get to you
Dirt deep beneath my fingernails, I'm gripping to the floor
Searching through the world, always looking for something more...
...It seems that everyone I love the most hurts me or leaves me... Everyone is going all emo... I don't want to slip away... Steve was one of the most important people in the world to me... I put him above everyone... I don't understand what happened... I just wish I did... I miss sitting up and talking to him late at night, or turning over and seeing him laying on my couch making those funny noises... He hurt me and so many others so much... It hurts so bad I can't even cry...I just wish I could show you this broken heart of mine... i just wish...
...Vince never called today... I'm a little worried... I would have called him but I don't know if he couldn't use the phone or something... Life is too complicated... If life were a game, I'd lose...
...I'm listening to hidden in plain view but I can hear B.B. King playing because my mom is watching something about him... Hidden in plain view reminds me of The Starting Line... hmm...
... I can't stare at this screen any longer... I need to go walk around or... something... goodnight...
i love you with all my spleen...............
...And these cold winter nights, without you next to me
It feels like twenty below
Frostbite on my heart
This pain and suffering are feelings that you don't know
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