|Current mood:|| awake|
Been a While
So I haven't written in freaking forever! This stupid contest is taking up way too much of my time, but I guess it will be worth it when I get to go to New York and stuff. It has been so long since I have written that I don't know whats new and old. Jessica is up Neil's ass and she shouldn't be. She told him that she pukes and he ran and told some of his friends, and now she is trying to justify his actions. Its not cool, she's only hurting herself, but of course she isn't going to listen to me. No one ever listens to me and I'm always fucking right lol.
I think I'm purposely doing things to Brittany right now. I think I'm purposely ignoring her so it will help her "get over me" or whatever. I think the more I answer the phone and talk to her the longer she's going to stay attached. Maybe I'm not doing anything on purpose, maybe I'm just tired and not answering the phone lol.
Anyways...the people on the contest message board are annoying. People arguing with me saying I'm cheating, and then people defending me, ok..get lives people. I mean its great that people are defending me, but it would be even better if they didn't have to in the first place, but I guess some people are immature.
I have to hold some things in right now b/c I know who reads my journal, and I know that some things that have been going on might piss them off or surprise them, and I know I'm going to be asked about it, but, for now I have to keep some things in.
I know I usually have more to say, but I need to get out of my apartment and get some shit done.