|Current mood:|| restless|
|Current music:||Sean Paul - Like Glue ... I hate this song!|
I haven't updated really in a while. I don't know why I should feel like I should every day. I mean, I should only update when I feel the need to discuss something, instead of writing about the boring events of the day, because I don't think anyone really cares about that. I should only write when I really need to talk about something, then maybe this journal will mean more, and be more helpful when I need to vent. I think half of the time I update it is because I'm bored and have nothing better to do. Either that or I'm bitching. I never really discuss my "deep" thoughts or anything important. Maybe its because everytime I have a good thought I analyze it to death and by the time I'm done thinking about it, its not even worth mentioning anymore.
On a different note, I just listened to that HORRIBLE Ashanti song "Awww Baby"...now come on, how many times can a person say Awww Baby in one song? Well I answered that question, I counted...mostly b/c its 4:30 in the morning and I'm bored haha. For the duration of the song Ashanti says "aww baby" 16 times, and "ooh baby' 10 times. For those people who are too dumb or too lazy to add, that equals 26. There is a controversial 27th one in the middle of the song, but it kind of sounded like she said awww...some other word in her sentence. Either that or it was one of those dumb music video fuck ups when her lips were moving to a different part of the song, and really, her voice is too damn annoying to pay that close attention. If anyone wants to challenge that 27th one and watch the closed captioning, or counting yourself and listening carefully, feel free to do that and then let me know!
I don't even know why I'm telling anyone to do this, no one reads my journal. I'm not important yet haha. After I'm on Road Rules people will care. Speaking of Road Rules, have I mentioned my concern for the new guy? I don't remember his name, but obviously he fucks up on his first mission there, so he must not have that group trust instilled in him yet. If you watch the intro it actually shows him doing the fall, I always assumed it was Abram, but clearly I was wrong. I wonder if there are other parts to the intro that involve other people and I just haven't noticed? Hmmm, I mean I know two other cast members get voted/kicked off of the show, I just don't know when or who.
That brings me to another meaningless point: If there is a new cast member on the show, and they fail two missions, should they vote off the newest person, or just pick someone overall that isn't performing? I mean the first obvious answer would be to get rid of the new guy. Obviously the cast has been working well because if you disregard the whole Abram incident, they haven't failed a mission. They don't seem to be doing too badly theirselves, but is it really fair to vote off the newest person without giving them time to become one with the team? I mean I know if I was jumping off of a cliff to be caught by some guy that I don't know, I don't know if I would be too sure of myself or him to catch me ya know? But then again, I would jump my ass off because it was mission time, and if I ever make that damn show, every mission I will work my ass off just to prove that I deserved to make it. It would be a very hard decision to make because you have so many extra issues to think about. Did you fail because one person fucked up for once? Should that person have to leave because they had one bad day? Should you vote off a person not because of performance, but because of all of the off-time you spend with them? All of these different things come into account, I would be dying knowing I had to make that decision. Hell I could be the problem one that nobody likes, or I could be the one that fucked up that day...crazy stuff crazy stuff..but its all in good fun. You learn alot about yourself in situations like that.
Anyways, its 4:30 in the morning, and again I can't get to sleep. Becky's ice cream sandwiches are looking quite lovely in the freezer right now, but I would never take someone elses shit without asking. I had an urge to make pudding because I have the mix, but yeah, no milk. I was going to make Jell-o shots also, but its freaking Sunday, and this week everyone is going to be in Houston/Dallas partying without me because I'm poor and can't afford it, so it can wait another week. I also want to make some HUNCH PUNCH (the trashcan shit from the 3rd Paris episode) but that will have to wait also. I always wanted to try the trashcan thing, but in a cooler or something instead, but I never knew what to put in it. Everyone said it was like jungle juice or something, but jungle juice has everclear in it, and this has some Golden Grain shit that I have never heard of before haha. Anyways, only a few more weeks to train for soccer. I really need to get on the ball, literally. On monday I PROMISE I will start my training. I refuse to be the slow kid on the team. I used to be fucking fast, I'm going to keep it that way. People can talk about how I can't run 3 miles in 22 minutes all they want, but when we scrimmage and I outrun them then laugh when I slidetackle their ass then we will see whats up haha. Fuck that, I might suck now who knows, at least I'm going to try. If things go the way I want to, I will have to quit soccer to go on Road Rules lol.
This is enough for now, done for the night. Maybe next time I'll have something interesting to talk about. Nite!