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ugh
i feel like god punished me..idk nemore..i dont get me anymore? what am i doing here? i wanna be wherever katy is bc i know this would make sense then..but i cant and i hate it..all i have are memories..i never thought this could happen..why did they havta take her away from me..i was the only one left..i loved her with everything i had..i dont get it..i just wanna fly out to AZ..id really do nethin to be with her..she was really the only person who got me..knew what i was thinkin..could finish my sentences..understood me inside and out..she made me so happy..and i hate when ppl ask about her or say retarded remarks like oh "i feel bad for you"..ugh i hate my life its not what it used to be and by the time were back together idk shell prob would have forgot about me..or what if we cant be together and go to separate colleges..we had our future planned out everythin i was so excited..her xmas present is in my closet and its not moving. i want katy backl i have no1 to talk to..my bffl to sleep over have our lil dumb beast feasts =]..i want her back so badly..=[..you know u make those bffl friendships freshman year and we had that..and u take her away the mid of my jr year..i havta start all over again?..i dont want to...ugh..i needa wake up and see that this is reality and im not gunna be with her for a long ass time..im glad i have TBBs but sometimes idk ..i wonder if they get me..i hope..but idk..im just lost..w.e
i just wanna say i love you katy. <3 + im still thinkin bout u...
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