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| Current music: | Here I Go Fallin' In Love Again by One Voice |
The girl I've been wishing every night and day...has finally come true
*walks over to my room and lays on the couch thinking of Mandy and I crawl to the edge of the bed and takes my journal and begins to write* Today I spent the morning with Mandy before I went to go do some shooting over at the beach. We filmed a part of the movie at a deserted beach where I was walking with "Helen", which was is my co-star of the movie. I can't actually remember her name so I had to call her as the movie characters name. *laughs softly* Anyways we spent some time talking about the move, we're planning to move next week to the new house over at Long Beach. So yeah after spending a couple hours with Mandy I left to do some scenes. We finished the scenes at about 3pm and I came home for break and I hanged out with Janie for a little bit. We were talking about the deal with O-town and about Chris' performance in MTV. I left a little bit early thinking the traffic would be terrible Fridays but I decided to call Christina and see what's going on with her. She didn't sound right on the phone and I kept it to myself thinking it might be one of her usual stressful days and so I when I arrived she didn't look or feel right. She started crying on my shoulder and so I swept her off to her couch and I layed her on the couch and told her it was going to be alright. But she said it wasn't going to be alright and I told her she deserves better but she couldn't live without him and she couldn't want to be without him.
As she told me this I felt the same way, for Mandy....I can't live without her and I can't be without her and if I did lose her what will I do with my life. I breathe for her and my heart beats for her, every single time I'm with her I can feel both our hearts skip a beat. Its like a dream come true, a fairy tale becoming a reality and ofcourse two people falling in deeply in love. Well Christina decided to swallow some pills and I tried stopping her by taking the pills from her and putting them in my pocket and suddenly she ran and took some more and she collapsed. I tried doing the CPR maneuver but I wasn't able to wake her up so I called 911 and the medics came in 5 minutes later. They took her in the ambulance and they pumped the pills out of her stomache in the Emergency Room. She woke up and I guess their having her stay in the hospital for a couple days, they don't want her to overdose again so they have nurses watching her 24/7. So yeah I went back to do some filming and the director has advised us that we are leaving for Paris tomorrow morning so he wanted all of us to go home and get some rest for the big flight tomorrow morning. Rather than coming home I went to Mandy's place and we spent some time together slow dancing in her room and meeting the new member in the family. Its a puppy that she bought for Maude so Maude won't have to spend time by herself in the new house. I love Mandy with all my heart, I know words can't describe how I feel so I gave her a key, a key that can only be open a place, my heart can only be opened by her and only her. *smiles* This is truly remarkable, this is a dream that I don't ever want to wake up. She's the love of my life, she's the brightest star throughout, to this she's my destiny. *yawns and looks over the clock* Oh my its getting late, I have to get some rest before the big take off. Bye!! *lays the pencil in between the pages and slowly falls asleep on the bed*
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