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| Current music: | Girlfriend - N'Sync |
The shooting of Troy and spending time with my girlfriend...
*opens the door slowly and creeps inside my room from a hard ays work from the shooting of Troy. I take off my shirt and walk over to my journal and takes out the pen from the cupboards and begin to write* Today was very hot for the shooting of Troy, I mean I was sweating in my costume and it wasn't good. I had to re-apply deoderant every other hour. I don't want people to think I stink. *laughs softly* I started filming about 10am this morning and I had a 2 hour breaks ever 5 hours of shooting scenes. The first break I spent time at the studio with Chris, he was preparing a song for his wedding in November. I can't believe he's getting married. I really am happy for Chris and Janie, they've been their for me through thick and thin. As he sang a couple of lines it made me think of Mandy, I mean really think of her. Yesterday I went over to her to talk about all the things that are happening around the both of us. Everyone is voicing out their opinions about Mandy and I and I respect it but truly I don't care what people think. Christina I know how much you hate me but the thing is we had our time together, OUR TIME, and we had the time to spend every minute together and now we both have found that special someone, you found Pierre while I found Mandy.
Anyways I spent my 2 hour break with her and she was really understanding, I mean she is with me all the way on this relationship and I am truly blessed to have someone in my life especially her. *smiles* I am so happy to be with her, every single moment we spend time together it's like a dream come true. From the moment I see her and the moment I leave it's like falling into a dream and then waking up at the end all over again. *sighs* I miss her and I can't wait to see her when I can. She even bought me a cell phone, *looks over at the phone*, Its nice and it has all these gadgets but I'm scared to use it. *laughs* I'm not really into cell phones but to hear my baby's voice I'm willing to do anything. *smiles* Today when I came to see her on my break she surrprised me with dinner, she made some pasta and salad. It was romantic, a candlelight dinner with wine and to top it off, a kiss. *smiles some* I can't describe this feeling but the way she gazes into my eyes, it feels like all my problems and all my stress disappears and the warmth of the love seems to overcome it. *sighs* We have fallen for each other and I believe she's the one for me. *smiles* Well I have to get going, another work schedule again, tomorrow night Janie is helping me out with the scripts of Troy and hopefully I get to see Mandy before and after my script reading. I have to go now, it's getting to late and I have to wake up at 8am. *puts the pen in between the notebad and sets the journal on the table and walks over to my bed and falls asleep*
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