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| Current music: | I Am So In Love With You - UNV |
My Fiancee.....
*wakes up and sees Christina's face right in front of me. She positioned herself where when she wakes up I'm the first thing she will see. This is something remarkable, something fascinating and sweet. Everything that I wished for is the person right here in front of me. I take a deep sigh and I lean over and I kiss her forehead. I then crawl quietly out of the bed and walk up to my journal and begin to write* As much I want to jump and down right now I can't especially when there's people around, I mean I want to scream and yell and do everything I can to show I am happy but it I might as well show from the look on my face. My girlfriend *looks at Christina sleeping peacefully*...my fiancee, it feels warm and tingly inside when I call her my fiancee. I love her and I am not afraid to say it, I've been keeping my eye on her the first time I met her. She came up to me and introduced herself and the feeling I get around her, its like nothing I have ever felt for a girl. *sighs* She's going to be Mrs. Christina A. Bloom, *smiles happily* Anyways last night she took a pregnancy test because she thought she was pregnant and I was with her as she took it, I read the conclusion and it was a negative. To tell you the truth, I was happy either way, I would love to be a father especially be the father of her kids, our kids.
I would want to walk this world with her every step of the way. To be with her every morning and every night where I can hold her in my arms. To where we spend our lives growing old together. I can picture myself having a rocking chair with her. *laughs* But right now I want to spend every moment with her like it was my last. I want to cherish every second, every minute and hour with her. *smiles* I love her... Chris Carrabba is my best man and I mean he's the best friend that I don't ever want to lose, I love him in a friendl way. *laughs* I mean he was the first guy that I hanged out with and we get along great. He lives with me now and Janie too. I have my best friends living with me, isn't that great. The bestest best friend is Lena, *smiles*, she will always be that to me. I mean I love hanging out with her and spending time with her. Its like having a younger sister. *smiles* Anyways I'm going to ggo and tell everyone the news, my family is going to be so shocked to hearr this *laughs* Bye *puts the pen and the journal in my backpack and walk back to the room to get ready*
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