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The "Talk"/Adopted/Love-Dreams/Every Cloud Has A Silver Lining
I said I would get back to you when the "talk" ended. Well, it ended alright. She told me that if I don't want to live anymore I have the option to live in Jacksonville, Florida with these people who adopt foster kids. I am already adopted. I was born in Lousiana and now these people I'm living with want to put me up because I'm "Punk". These people who live in Jacksonville are poor. They adopt children to get money for the gov't. If I went I would live in a 2 bedroom house with 1 living room, a basement and 1 kitchen. I would have a older brother and a younger brother. My "parents" would be working around the clock and I would never see them. The house has only 1 24 inch color T.V. There is no computer and no cell phones. So I think I would rather stay here. My "Mom" that I'm living with now adopted me when I was 1 year old so I don't know much about my biological parents. Anyway, my adopted Mom said she won't hit me anymore because I told her I can tell the police and she can be in jail for "child abuse". But I finally convinced my mom to let me stay punk. Thank God! So I'm pretty much cool with her now. Now my only problem is my aunt. SHE KEEPS INVADING MY PRIVACY!! Everybody in my house CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE!!. Uggg....its SO ANNOYING!!. Anyway, I'm finally single. I want to get back with Thomas SO SO SO MUCH!!! I have been having these TOTALLY weird dreams lately about Thomas and Anthony. Well I keep having these dreams where I'm making out with Anthony and this one dream I did "it" with Thomas. Oh well, I told Thomas and he started to talk about it then he had to go. Oh well, maybe he understands that I like him and maybe we will get back together...I would be SO SO SO SO SO HAPPY!!! :). Even though this whole week sucked now its starting to get better. Every cloud has a silver lining. Lets see just what tomorrow brings :)!!!
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