her second judgment and my own instincts conflicted. that's why i'm indecisive. quite telling me which way to go. it's not like i've never done it before. i was so close to getting my things and just leaving. i still think i want to. i sat in the bathroom and though the only thing that would make me feel better is having you back with me. i still miss you after all this time. why the hell do you have to go to bed so early without saying goodnight. i miss you. i think i'm gonna leave here. take everything. it won't help relations over here, but i can't take it. i need my room back.