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| Current music: | Mad Caddies-Good Intentions |
I Woke Up Today..Thinking of You..Maybe I of You Too Much..And I'm Not Okay
well lets see here theres a lot to update. i skipped the practice before our first game and i skipped our first game and everyone was saying how they didnt want me to quit and how i'd prolly get moved up. so i talked to ms pell and she was so nice i dont feel like saying what she said but basically she wants me moved up but jv needs perople and i might get moved up. then i talked to erica and she so didnt want me to quit and shes like hugging me saying how good i am and so by the end of prax i went up to her and said sorry i know you needed me at your game and you dont have to worry im not quitting and shes like aw your a sweetheart. i love erica shes awesome i remember when i was a fresh and she was running capts prax and how nice she was. so fri we lost our game. i feel so bad for erica cuz if i was our coach id be embarrased. i ended up having an asthma thing and had to be taken out the last like min of the game. at the end i started crying because of everything. before hand i was thinking about someone and then after losing the game it just all hit me so justine and i walked away and then the coaches were like come back marie. so then erica gave me a hug and asked why i was crying and was like dont worry. im gonna kick myself for saying this for using lables and shit but i can honestly say justine is my best friend and she has been there for so much these past weeks. leah was upset too and we sat together on the bus. the weekend i went shopping and justine slept over and i did something else i cant remember. then today was our game. lost horribally. i hate most of the people on the team. i only like leah carly adrian and shelby. we suck. then were putting goals away and we needed help and my team wouldnt help us. so that roally pissed me off even more so after the game i gave erica a hug and said sorry. i dont even know why i was apologizing. but i just get hard on myself and feel bad n shit. plus pms. i started crying a little and they were like DONT CRY! well tonight im lounging around and putting off cleaning my room for one more day. school tomorrow and prax. i gotta talk to justine later tonight too. UGH i hate missing people...
"You do something to me I can't explain, so would it be out of line if I said I miss you?"
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