|Current mood:|| sleepy|
|Current music:||stedy beep of the mechins...|
Nothing means everything to no one with something.
((I am so tired, nii-sama...i'm so tired. I wanna sleep. Can i sleep please? I'm so sleepy lately. Everybody looks so...well and full of energy. And i'm not. What's wrong with me? Why am i in this place? Its so...bland. And white. I hate white. Reminds me of hospitals. I'll never go to one again. You wont make me either, right, nii-sama? Nii-sama? what are you doing? where are we going? Nii-samam? Nii-sama, stop..i don't wanna go...Nii-sama....Nii-sama.......NII-SAMA, NO!!!!!
..............i hate hospitals. Reminds me of death. I like death though. Everythings always so...slow now. Like muted water. Merky green water. I hate it. I hate water, too. I can't swim. Everythings always so...bland now. Like...its all pale. I'm so pale. White. I hate the color white. White reminds me of blood. He lost so much blood...i lost so much blood....we all lost so so SO much blood. I'm so tired now. Can i sleep? Just for a while...a little while...i need to rest now.....))
Nothing is as it seems so let everything seem as it is nothing.