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| Current music: | *Im in Love wit Chu* |
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*Traci was over today. and her mom had a hair appointment at the mall..so she came and picked us up and we went and chilled there..Kristin and Hollie were there. and we talked about Ricky. She said he did cheat on me..and she showed me the marks on her arm from a hickey? I was so upset. I came home..cried..Ricky was online..we were talking and i was shaking and crying..i wasnt sure what to do..at exactly 10:27 I think..I broke up with Ricky. Why did I do it you*re wondering..I felt like we werent working out..I thought he never wanted to see me..after all..he was always with otehr people..He was upset..and crying..and yelling at me..I didnt know what to do..I*ve had boys do it to me before..but I never thought he would..Im sorry Ricky..for everything..I still like you and all..I just dont know what i want..I told u maybe we will try in high school..that is if you find *any girl who wont hurt you*..you hurt me too Ricky..you may not know how..but you did..I never thought this would happen to us..We got closer and closer..but i felt like we were growing apart..Im sorry.. i hope one day you will forgive me and we can try again..*
*Why do the ones you love the most..Hurt you the most?*
*I loved u alot and i thought nothing mattered most to me then u loved me and i never lied to u i always told the truth but i guess that wasn't what u wanted from me*
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