| Current mood: | cynical |
| Current music: | bad religion - you |
Giving Up.
I said good-bye to the world and then I threw it all away,
I've given up all hope, there was no reason for me to stay,
Falling is a sinking feeling that only gets worse when you land,
And I've stopped the pain myself, no one gave a helping hand.
There was a fire in my heart that's been building up for years,
It finally got too great, and that is what I feared,
Too scared to go on, too weak to make it end,
I excluded myself from the crowd and my own life I did not attend.
What I was destined to become just wasn't enough for me,
I searched but there was only one way of setting myself free,
I tried to find a reason why I should stay here on earth,
But the meaning was always empty and I could not fine any self-worth.
The world turned it's back on me every time I was in need,
There was never a reason to stop, I always continued to bleed,
You cannot sit there and tell me that on some level you care,
Everytime I asked for help you were simply too busy to be there.
And once again I've given up hope, but you've already given up on me,
No matter which angle you look at it from, my pain you never took the time to see,
Now that I'm gone you're the first one I want to cry,
I'll watch you seek pity in others, I'll listen to you tell your lie.
You see now that I've seen how you never cared at all,
Still I was always there, to catch you when you would fall,
I'm underground so when you fall, who will catch you now?
I hope your cursed through every verse, to make you suffer was my only vow.
(Read comments)
|
