brokenragdoll73 (brokenragdoll73) wrote in xgravexwisdomx, @ 2004-01-22 19:14:00

Oppressed Dolly
I really don't know what it is
and why I couldn't just stay with him
im hoping this will just make us stronger in the end.
I just wanna rip my heart out so I cant feel anything
I don't want to hurt anyone anymore
I don't want to hurt anymore.

This whole world is filled with oppression and degration.
no matter what you do its never good enough for the public eye.
I just hope im doing the right thing.
I just don't care.
FUCK LIFE, FUCK THE SYSTEM, AND FUCK EVERYONE WHO FOLLOWS IT.
I realize Anarchy can never be.
Yes I realize that chaos itself is a system.
The government cannot be broken.
just played along with like dolls.

I just hope I didn't kill him inside.....
but there are some things we BOTH have to understand.
I don't think im ready to even be talking..
i think that may be another reason... maybe im scaring myself away from him again.
.. im only 16 im I can not be pushed around, I will not be forced
I will not be stricken down by the rules
ready to plan out my life not just yet...
and I don't want my life planned out yet.
I don't want my life to be all wrapped up in pretty paper shielded by the world
I dont want to be a paper doll in a house of plans.
i want to live life as it comes, not play along like a barbie.

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