god put down your gun can't you see we're dead?
so im now home for break i drove back yesterday was that really just yesterday that i was last at school odd how time passes so after arriving in town i droped off some library books and visited the white household then came home to do some things and went out again to meet up with kate and her friend rachel we mostly did a lot of sitting around and waiting for something to happen then ended up at kevins with he and scott watching movies till almost four am which was vaguely enjoyable mostly i was just tired and then today i ended up sleeping till around six thirty in the afternoon which i pretty much planned to do because i didnt want to go to church well ma kept trying to wake me up to get me to go eat food in funkstown for some reason it wasnt till about one am when i finally thought about it and looked at the calendar that i realized they were at the cline family reunion which irritated the fuck out of me because i was upset that i thought i was going to be at school for that and basically figured it already happened and i missed it but noooo it was today and at no point when she was trying to wake me up did mother even mention that that is where they were going dumb bitch im so pissed honestly i dont know how she isnt more pissed at me for not going that just dosent seem to make sense other than that things are looking up i think i need to work over break well i know i really need to work actually i just need money maybe i could just save all my christmas money and just ya know quit all the bad things i spend money on hah yeah right i hate that you need money in this world life would be so much easier without it so this past semester i know that i did really horrible in pretty much every class with the exception of history of photography im kinda just hoping i dont fail more than one class one is okay one i can get by with saying i was stressed a lot this semester because of having three historys or that it was early or something but more than one i dont know about that plus im already behind in my credits i just really dont think im cut out for this whole college thing anyway im planning on really really trying next semester like i never have before like i really want to set aside time everyday to do some work and actually get things done not even just on time but possibly early imagine that early that way i wont be killing myself at the end of the semester when i have to turn everything in and ill just be able to sit back and relax right now im just messing with my myspace like usual hah oh i think i may not even sleep at all tonight well see i really have nothing to do tomorrow nothing maybe ill try going shopping for uncle terrys gift or who knows anything the skys the limit.
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