and you can have it all, my empire of dirt.
you know everything that is going on you are perfectly aware so much as to explain everything to me in detail as if it was necessary do you think im the one that dosen't realize what's going to happen it's only a matter of time but why do i continue as though it's worth my while possibly it is maybe i'm already on the decline without knowing it maybe you are why don't you change the things that you know are going to happen maybe by actually verbaly realizing it there's a possibility to make the change but who really wants to ugh quote came to mind People don't want their lives fixed. Nobody wants their problems solved. Their dramas. Their distractions. Their stories resolved. Their messes cleaned up. Because what would they have left? Just big scary unknown. it almost bothers me that i care enough to write a blog about this or maybe it should worry me that i havent cared enough to write one until now considering the situation you would think a persons morals would have gotten in the way sooner possibly causing the entire situation never to occur basically i think im just a bad person or something whatever seems like most people i know are probably going to hell right along with me oh and another thing that bitch cindy and i wouldnt be this adiment about it except for the fact that she is just generally a bitch most of the time to everyone but i think shes chosen to hate the worst people if i could get her out of marywood i would feel accomplished and it wouldnt even matter what fucking grade i get oh shit i have to write a art history paper and do shitloads of photoshop work and most likely add more to my jewelry shit and make an appointment with that bitch for tuesday ugh i just never want to see her face again and i wish i could just confront her and ask flat out why she hates me but im not that confrintational oh brad and i went with miaka and marty to get his tattoo today looks sweet im pretty positive i want one i told joe he needs to draw something up for me maybe we could work on it over christmas maybe i could get it over christmas i think i would want josh to do it considering ive been asking him to give me one since highschool
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