|Current mood:|| annoyed|
|Current music:||squeaky swings!!!|
Um today was a roller coaster. It was beautiful out, that was good. I got a 92 on my precalc exam, that was good. I had a bio exam, that was bad. Raj is driving me nuts, that is bad.
I hate how he can twist my emotions. I hate it that I in turn feel the need to be stressed because of him being stressed. Ugh, I don't want to care anymore. I just don't understand that if you are stressed out because you have so much stuff to do, then try your best to get it done, then you won't be stressed. Playing video games is not helpful. That will not help you accomplish anything you are trying to. I just don't understand. And continuing to talk about what is stressing you out is not a good idea either. I just do no understand people sometimes. So quick to point out flaws in other yet not ready to accept flaws about themselves. Geez, I don't know how we work out sometimes, it is so frustrating.
I don't know, I suppose if you don't go through things like this in a relationship then it really isn't a decent one. If you never fight or have to work things out then what's the point. Or if you just give up because things get a little hectic, I don't know but it seems like you don't really get everything out of the relationship. A relationship is about being in it for the long run, trying to work through everything life brings you. I don't know. We had a really good weekend, and I miss it. Hopefully this one will be good too. I miss my rajah and seeing him whenever I want to. I'm so jealous of these other couples who like live together or like in the same building but then again if they were faced with being apart, many other couples couldn't do it.
That's all for my rantings this evening. I just realized I have more hw to do. Bye.