ive just come to the conclusion that i really dont have many close friends. its just me and will. thats it. i never see anyone else, cause i dont talk to anyone. i lost touch with all my friends after high school, and i havent rally made any in college. this is why i really want to go away to school. i dont want to stay here anymore. which is why im gonna try to get a good average in school for the next 2 semesters so i can apply for school for next spring. i hate being here. i hate not knowing whos my friend and whos not. i hate doubting everyone. i just want to go away and never come back. mostly everyone only ims me, or calls me, whenever they need someone, or are bored. and im fucking tired of it. id name names, but i dont want to point certain people out.
im having problems here too. its all this fucking high school drama thats never ending, and i cant take it anymore. im just fucking sick and tired of everything and everyone. i want to get away from it all, and just go out west somewhere. somewhere thats not here.
im off to research colleges. ttyl
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