I can't live in a world where kisses mean nothing (xdarkerxlovex) wrote, @ 2004-10-20 23:29:00

Current mood:	crushed
Current music:	over and over // nelly ft. tim mcgraw

ive been crying alot. i guess its just let ting all the tension out ive dealt with all summer. with being fucked around with alot.... and losing 3 people i really cared about, when i only got one back, and dont talk to the other 2 at all anymore.

i want to apologize to anyone i have dont someting fucked up and/or stupid in the past 8 months. ive been thinking alot about it tonight, and it was all stupid high school games. and i realize, im not in highschool anymore, i cant do that. so im just.. not.. im done.. ive moved on. im trying not the be the immature fuck that i know i used to be.

im dropping alot of weight. or so people are telling me. dun dun dun. its makign me all nervous n stuff. idk.

oh well. im sick. so im off to sleep late. i wanna go into school tomorrow, so i can see everyone. ineed to talk to someone, but i know they hate me, so its pointless to want to talk to them at all. :\ oh well

nite

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