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| Current music: | Just loose it // Eminem |
Okay. I hate livejournal. Its not like this at all. I've raised this little journal from 2003 lol.
In latest news. Me and Will are getting married, and the worst latest news, I think I'm pregnant. And if I am... I'm FUCKED. Cause then me and him are gonna have to get married sooner than expected, and I'm so not ready right now.. :(
I need food. ALOT OF FOOD. Like, I am never happy anymore. Tonight, when I was at Will's, I was watchign the presidential debate with his dad, and Will sits down, and I almost started crying. Too much shit is going on in my house. I almost killed myself a few days ago. My parents aren't making life any easier for me, and I can't handle school. The closer it gets to my birthday, the harder my parents come down on me for anything. *sigh*
My birthday is in 2 weeks. I'm getting a tattoo, and something pierced, and then I'm going to a club. I can't wait at all. Me and Kim are going into Manhatten for my birthday, and just chillling. I can't do much on a 160 dollar paycheck, but I can get a tattoo, OR a piercing, entry into a club, and maybe lunch. I need another job. Its making me nuts that I can't afford myself. :\
Okay. Well, I must get going. I have class at 9:30 and then work at 2. YIPPY SKIPPY!!! CAN'T WAIT!!!! Kill me now please
oh well. Nite. Update tomorrow maybe. If I get home before 12. Cause I'm spending the night in shirley or @ wills.
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