|Current mood:|| depressed|
|Current music:||Nerdy - Poison The Well|
Lonely and forever that way...
Okay, okay. I thought I was over him but obviously I'm not. It's hard seeing him move on away from me and getting over what ever we had together when I'm just left here. I do recall saying several times that I don't want a commitment right now because I feel unlike me in a relationship. But actually I just don't want to be with anyone else but him so I pretty have to be lonely for a while until I can realize that he's not the only person in the world I can be with and plus I can't be with him. I feel so stupid for falling or him but yet I can't imagine anyone else who I would ever be happy with. He's acting weird now though but I know that he's a great guy because I have seen him be one. I was so happy and now it's all ended. I wish I could tell him how I feel but I know that he wouldn't want to hear it because he doesn't like me. I do less things now. I eat less now. I feel like my heart has been mutilated and now there's nothing left inside. I just want him to be happy and I know he wouldn't be with me....
P.S. Boys Don't Cry, they only make girls cry.