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a secret in my circle of regret
hey all.
Today wasnt that exciting... i actually ate lunch woohoo go me! Hahahha
I feel rather lonely and just want to be held and told that someone needs me. But hey no one needs me so i guess it doesnt matter.
I felt so bad cuz of Jeanine's blurty entry Apparenly, Nicole and Lizzy are on this 'best friends' kick. but we're cool now. I cried. But then again i cry over everything.
At Lunch as usually Bobby came over to annoy me. Brought up the online thing again. Yes Bobby your just so cool and know ALL about computers that you looked me up on www.yahoopeoplesearch.com YEAH MAYBE YOU SHOULD CHECK IF THE SITE YOU LIKE TO LIE ABOUT, EXISTS?!? Then i asked him what he thoughts of bis and lesbians, he gaves me a blank stare. Then he BRINGS UP THE ONLINE THING AGAIN. Then i told him im bi and he gave this weird look like a digusting "ew" type of weird look. That upset me. Fuck You Bobby, go fuck yourself and drop a heavy boulder on your penis, if you even have one.
I'm also tired of the dumb fucks in our schoo. These fucking moronic guys walking behind me out of spanish were making some jokes about me saying sarcasticly like "that girl is hot" and other shit. I'm also tired of all the loud and obnixious people on my bus. These 2 fat girls seriously need to get pants that fit JESUS if i see one more fat girl with THEIR FAT ROLLING OVER THEIR PANTS IM GONNA DRAG THEM TO THE MALL AND BUY THEM SOME PANTS THAT FUCKING FIT SO I DONT HAVE TO SEE THEIR STRECHY UGLY ASS STOMACH. ok sorry hahahhaa. Ok ok im fat but i dont let me fat hang over my pants and i dont have stretch marks.
Hmm i think im just gonna give Jess money and a cd for her birthday. Cuz she has like everything you could possibly get her.
I need to vent all my anger and sadness eventually. It'll probably be in my songs or here. I'll probably end up having one litle incident BLOW out of porprotion. yup probably
well im gonna go i have nothing else to say and who cares anyway about me to weird my stupid entries.
Love Always Lizzy
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