| Current mood: |  sad |
| Current music: | Beautiful-Christina Aguilera |
now and then i get insecure
this song that im listening to sums it up sometimes how i feel. I love Christina Aguilera and i dont care what you people think and she is pretty, so what. Anyway..
God i almost just passed out. Im ok now tho. I really wish one of my friends could just come over my house right now and hold me and tell me ill be alright, because i honestly dont know sometimes if i ever will...
School was a drag. Bobby should die yes even these 2 seniors agree. I have a test tomorrow in Global and Spanish. I'm so not ready for it. Then on Thursday i have Math and on Friday i have English. Funn. I hope my parents let me skip friday so i dont have to go to that damn pep ralley. Or that my mom picks me up. I refuse to go to the pep ralley.
Anyway.. i really need Amanda. But her fucking GAY ASS SISTER HAD TO GET HER GROUDNED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD MOLLIE SHOULD JUST DIE! Mollie showed her mom Amanda's diary and in her diary Amanda wrote about Dmitry now Amanda cant date until shes 18 or something stupid ass like that. Now Amanda is grounded from the phone for like a week or 2. I'm really upset and i need Amanda.
Jess's party is this Friday. Woo. I found out her mom is paying for like 8 people like me,megan,amanda,some guy nick,and some other people i dont know. I might get to meet Jackie yay!!!! I'd be dieing to mmet her :-(
this is to Nicole-
Nicole, i love you so much! Please dont fall into my mistakes. We made a promise and i dont make promises i cant keep. Just please... you have to trust me. I trust you. You and I need
to talk about this face to face sometime like you said and other thigns. Its almost weird that i see things that i once said, being said by other people. And Please Dont Worry about me i dont deserve someone to care about me. But i seriously care about you and i dont want to repeat a stupid mistake i have am/did face. Your a great friend and im so glad i met you, you are beautiful the way you are and i know im being a hypocrite cuz i say it but then i dont think it about myself. But Seriously you are. <3
yesterday i finished reading Empress of the World. I suggest you all pick it up. Its just the sweetest book and it made me cry many times. Its about these 2 girls who go to this summer program, they're basically opposites but then they end up falling in love. It is just a great book and thinking about it brings tears to my eyes. Ok enough of me being a book critic.
Yeah..... i feel so alone right now *sighs* ill shut up now :-x
Good night everyone
Love Always
Lizzy
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