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ahhhhhhhh god im fucking losing it.....i just got home from filedhockey camp...about 10 rumors are going around the camp for the week.....guess who ALL the rumors were about......."ME".....ahhhh god im so pist offf guess who started all the rumors about me JILLIAN i cant belive she would do that to me......she told everyone that i take cigarettes with me every where i go wut a fuckin load of shit.! that stupid bitch and then she said that when me n amy went for a walk to first night we did to go smoke....another load of shit . we were looking for a od damn pay phone to call my mom . god the sophmores are so fuckin immature they need to grow the fuck up they are more immature then us !! i try to be so nice to them then they are so mean to me.. i hate it~!!then jillian tellin the team i smoke......y the hell is she fucking doin this to meeeeee!!!!!!!!! then the 3rd day into camp me n amy decide to sleepover julia dorm room w/ her so we brought a matress in there so we had like 3 matresses lined up on the floor then a bed next to it.....so we made popcorn and we didnt have a bowl so julia juss dumped it on the bed...it was all good emily was in the room w/ us too and laffing and having fun w/ us then julia knocks a soda over.....before u kno it the room is trashed ....and im like laffing sooooo hard ! and emily leaves the room....then she comes back a lil later and im like omg emily i was laffing so hard i almost peed my pants it woulda been all over the floorrrrrr!!!! and she goes and tells the sophmores that i pist on the floor!! ahhhh fuckin A!!!! so then someone tells me that kaitlyn haberle called the coach and told her ! and me n julia get in trouble for making emily cry and the seniors tell us how they no that we smoke and shit....bla bla its a load of shit !! the team is so gay and unfair.....then when we are about to leave we are supposed to get our original keys back and i give mine to the girl that needed hers and then i go get mine and then mo didnt no where hers was so she took mine back and i was left w/ no key!!!! that pist me off even more and if they charge meeee omfg i will kill someone!!! b/c i handed both of my keys in....my room and my original one! so FUCK THEM! then i have to carry kaitlyns radio to the bus for her and i cant carry shit..!god it was the worst week of my lifee..........!!!!!! also me julia and amy met these 3 guyz and they were soo hott and the one i was talkin to i thought was soo hott! and then before we knew it the councelers were screaming for us to come in the dorms cuz we are late and we have to leave the guyz and we didnt get to see them againnnnn :( i miss him he was soo hot and nice and id do himmm :'(it sucks.....liffe sucks..why does everything have to happen to me.! well at least thats wut it seems like and it really sucks and no 1 nos how i feel they act like they do but they dont have any idea how shitty my life is!! i have to quit smoking cuz ppl are saying more shit then they are supposed to janelle (my bf) is probly gonna do so many drugs she will die and im not fuking hanging out with her if she does drugs cuz thats fucked up and i dont do any thing anymore ..its stupid and its not worth it.....idk wut to do.. it juss suckss........ughhhhhhhhh :-\
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