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Around...
I know I haven't been around and everyone knows why not. I don't belong to be around - at least not for a while. What I did no doubt it was wrong but I didn't - ::sighs deeply and looks down:: It doesn't matter now - it's over. I did what I did and now there is no way I can take it back. No way at all.
So - you may not see much of me. If you want to come and talk to me you all can, but I might not be the best company. With the yah know drinking and stuff. Gotten fatter too I noticed, hence the drinking. I think it's safe to say I won't worry about looking good for anyone now. It's no biggie I mean I've done this before, with Anya, and uh - I can't compare them.
Dawn - I know I can't say anything now - but I promise you that you won't have to look at me or see me or anything until you want me to. I deserve that to you, you wanted it so now you've got it. Just - just remeber that I still want to be there for you through and through but I guess I got my whole break thing I guess huh? I love you.
I should go now - sorry to waste your time guys but Buffy don't worry I understand about the whole wanting to hurt me thing, I got it. If anyone wants to see me call me and I'll bake a cake....or pop open another 6-pack.
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