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My Awesome Days
What can I say? New York has been wickedly amusing. I do, however miss Los Angeles. While I've been in Los Angeles I've kept in touch with some friends of mine whom I haven't seen in such a long ass time. New York's been nothin but fun and relaxation for me. I know that J (James) would agree with me about that.
A few nights ago I was sleeping in my bed and J. was in the shower while I was asleep. I was havin' a nightmare that was so vivid. In the dream I had I felt I was runin' away from somethin' in my dream that kept chasin' me. It was like so unseen evil or some shit after me. While I was dreamin' my heart was poundin' really fast as if it was racin' a thousand miles a second. The dream was so intense it was insane. I mean the real felt all the more real to me. What did wake me up from the dream, however was a soft voice callin' out my name sweeping me away from the dream state I was in. I slowly opened my eyes, and I straight sat up on my bed with my heart pounding so fiercely. J. was trying to calm me down while I was trying to get my heart rate to normal. He asked what I was dreaming about, and I explained to him the events in my dream. When I finished explaining I asked "How long have I been out?" J. turned to me and replied "I'm not sure, I took a shower then came in here and just..watched..for a few minutes, then you woke, " I smirked as we went to the living room to take my mind off the dream. In the living room we watched the second season dvd of Buffy in which Faith first appeared. While we were watching I rested my head on his shoulder, and I put my arms around his waist while he put his arms around me and rested his head lightly on top of mine. After some time I noticed that J. looked tired, so I mentioned to him that he should get some rest since he looked like he needed it. The next thing I know J. turns off the t.v and turns to me and carries me to my bedroom while gently resting me on my bed. J. then walks to my doorway and leans on it J. looks at me and says "Hmm..not sure if you wanted that, but..to late now" as he stuck his tongue out at me. I stuck my tongue right back out at him as he left to go to his room.
On friday morning I woke up to J. and Wes playing in the living room. I greeted the both of them as went to the kitchen. While I was in the kitchen I thought I'd feed Wes, so I took the doggie bowl and filled it with water and the other bowl was filled with his favorite doggie treats. I called out to Wes and he bolted to the kitchen and started to ravish his food. I gave Wes the last of the food, so J. and I decided to go to the store to get more food for him.
In the car on the way we were joking around and at one point J. was just looking outside the window. J. looked like he got somethin' on his mind, so I asked him "What's on your mind J.? Someone went all deep in thought, on me here." His answer to that took me by surprise because he said "What you'd look like in a wedding dress." He blinked then continued " Boy did that sound out of line..sorry., " I told him not to be sorry then I decided to tell him a story 'bout way back in the day when I was around the age of 10. I said "You know when I was a lil girl I remember these girl playin' dress up and talkin' 'bout how'd they want their weddin' ta be when they were older. They'd even play dress up and do those pretend wedding's and all that. I'd always watch them curiously wonderin' what was with the weddin' fascination and I saw it was some fanasty that they swooned over, and now I think I see where they're comin' from. I mean the marriage life seems all bliss and everything, so I can see how'd they want that." With these word he sat up and replied "Yeah" as I continued on with the story. "I mean I thought it was so insane at first, but then I realize that maybe there was somethin' to the insanity. I mean back then I woulda thought marriage isn't for me, but I mean I was like what 10 at the time? The more I think 'bout it I mean it doesn't sounds as insane as it did when I was younger." When I finished my story we ended up talking more about marriage until we got to the store.
While we were at the store during one point we got to talking about babies. I don't know how the subject first started, but I do know that it came up. While we were talking about kids a young girl around the age of 10 spotted J. and I getting the dog food. When J. spotted her, he immediately hid behind me. She came towards me and I smiled at her. When the girl got closer she clinged to my leg. (Is it just me or do people feel the need to cling to me? - laughs- ) I smiled down at her and kneeled down to her level and asked her what her name is, which turned out to be April. As we talked J. watched us and moved away from hiding. When April saw him I swear she was drooling and everything it was just too cute. She's such a cute kid it was insane. They started to talk and she asked him if he could talk in his Spike voice in which he did. After a few minutes her mom called to her and both of us watched and waved good-bye to her as she left. As she left we got our things ready and paid for the items we got After paying we hopped into the car and drove back to the hotel where Wes was waiting for us on the couch in the living room where we has left him earlier.
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