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| Current music: | Alk 3 - Goodbye Forever |
who hasn't updated in a long time. *raises hand* me... sorry kids, it's just... i dunno.
anyways.. i've been mucho depressedo lately... it's been really hard to even get out of bed lately and its pathetic, everything is bringing me down and this is horrible. i hate feeling like this. i hate it so much..
i broke down last night... like, i really broke. i hurt myself and i dissapointed my best friend and i didn't mean to.. and i know she might be reading this.. so.. I'm sorry, Sarah.
my valentine's day was good... but the night... fuckin' horrible. it was the worst ever... and i'm sorry to all of you that i pissed off.. because i know a lot of you are mad at me right now.
many of you for different reasons, but Sarah's the one who i really care about hurting right now.. because she's the only one who's mad at me for a really serious reason... and i didn't mean to hurt/dissapoint her.
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i just.. i don't even want to be updating right now... it's so pathetic how i got. fuck man..
i have to go..
later
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