Friendship.....
Well I havent updated this thing in like forever...but anyways alot has happend. Muh "sister" decided to beleive false bullshit and turn her back on me...I'll admit I'm not innocent on all things but I did NOT say anything to ANYONE about ray being fake nor ask questions to anyone about him. I know who said these things..the same 2 people who always cause drama. But yet she believes them. Ill never forget these words from her "hes been trying to get me to stop talking to you all along"...well looks like he finally got what he wanted. No use in me attempting to explain myself shes so brain washed it wouldnt do any good anyway. Maybe shell realise some day that I really didnt do anything. If not oh well. AFter all she is going to come here and "rip my throat out", like that hasnt been said to me before...do I honestly care? youd be doing me a favor. So you all sit and laugh and have me as the center of your lil joke...bottom line is..your all what in your mid 20's...early 30's..late 40's?? and where are you??? in a chat room all day long bickering and gossiping like a bunch of old ladies sitting on the front porch...its been that way for 5 years and will remain that way. I may be 21...i may not have my GED...I may have fucked up alot...I may be whats the word they commonly use.."a fat ass"...but at least I can say this..i know when im 25....35...45..i sure as hell wont be sitting in a chat room all fucking day. My life may be shitty but I make the best of it. Im hardly online anymore as it is. Id rather spend my time with true real friends who care about me and dont use me...or talk about me behind my back....or spend their time with a schitzo...a methhead...and shit talkers. Ill miss her friendship...but the way she approached me and treated me about this....she couldnt care less about me anyways so oh well. Life goes on.........
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