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Well today waz one hellova day lemme tell ya! First spent most of da day wit Denise which waz fun! Then came home and talked to Michelle on da phone. Then I get online and I got a message from Jarred...just when I thought I lost hym. I know people think I'm totally crazy. But I'm sorry I love him with all muh heart. ANd I can't give up on him. And I won't. He has muh heart. Anywayz he;s back in da states for a few days then hes back off to gawd knows where. He's tha man I wanna be wit and I can't change whut muh heart feelz. So If people wanna judge me then go ahead. At least muh sis stands behind me and supportz me and so doez muh Mom. Luv iz all about forgivness and understanding right? Well thatz whut I'm doin. I can't jus forget bout him. And If I have to wait 2 yearz fo him to come home den I will. I can't see myself wit any other man. And I KNOW he luvz me. I dun care whut anyone sayz I know he luvz me. So anyway we talked on da phone for lyke 2 hourz. He told me he thought about me alot. I bet not as much as I thought bout him. He told me he luvz me. Gawd I mizzed hearin those wordz comein outta hiz mouth:( It waz so nyce to hear em again *sigh* Anywayz itz almost 4am IMa take muh azz to bed and try to sleep. Nighterz and Sweet Dreamzzzzzz
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