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I think alot of the time I'm pretending not too care, but then sometimes I feel maybe I really am okay. Then I feel guilty for feeling okay, like 10 months should take forever to get over. He was the most amazing thing that ever happened to me, but I guess all good things come to an end. I was whole without him, and I know that I can continue to be. Its just a shame it didnt work out, I would have done anything for him, and he would have done anything for me. I just wish that stupid ex of his could just die. How could it take 10 months to realise that you still have feelings for someone? Sometimes I really hate him, sometimes I blame him for everything thats going wrong. I want him to fight for me, but at the same time I know that this is enough and that it should just end now. The problem wouldnt go away, no matter what we did to try change that. Its just a shame. And I really miss him. *There are certain people who aren't meant to fit into your life, no matter how much you want them to. *Complete and total adoration, my gift to you, my heart was yours. In ten months you shaped it, in one night you murdered it. Torn from my chest and laid at your feet, that first step that you took was the worst. *She said: I hate the rain; here it comes again. There's something in my head I can’t get off my mind. Since you've been gone it’s raining all the time. *I know I'm alone if I'm with or without you *I wish I could have had you before those other girls screwed you up so badly. *Always smile through all the drama. Things will get better. It may be a little cold and stormy but it can’t rain forever. *It may seem like the wrong thing to do, but you have to forget about the guy who forgot about you. *It's weird... Yeah, I miss you, but it's so much more than that... I miss the way my heart stopped at just the sight of you... And that smile. Gosh. That smile. The sad part is, your smile isn't the only one I'm missing. I miss my own, too... The one that's only there when yours is. Post a comment in response: |
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