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*If you felt an ounce of the happiness he gave me, if for one single second you felt as good as he made me feel, if everytime he looked at you your heart stopped, and then you got all that ripped away from you, you would be telling me to just get over him. *I dont know you, and I guess I never did. Cause if I had known what you were really like; I never would have wasted my time, hopes, wishes and dreams on you. *You need her, and you love her. And although it takes you a split second to get jealous when she talks to other guys or worry about her, you still cant come to realize how much she means to you. Others see it, but you still cant seem to piece it together. *Sometimes you just forgive people and they dont even have to explain themselves for what they did. And its not because it wasnt their fault, but because you love them. You love them too much to waste your time being mad at them, because no matter what they did, its not worth wasting a second without them. *Nothing is worse then not being able to see him...nothing. I would rather hear him yell at me then not be able to hear his voice at all. I would rather be pissed off because of the things he does and says then be at home crying because i dont know if i will ever be able to see him again. *She had one fault, one weakness ...and that was him. The boy she loved more then anything. He held her down, made her wait. Made her cry, broke her heart. Tears fall from her eyes more then she thought possible, but no one could make her smile like he could. No one else could make her hold on that tight. *Its weird how fast you can drift away from someone, or not even drift away...just all the sudden stop talking to them. Sometimes its the people you thought you were the closest with...no you knew you were the closest with. But it makes you wonder how close you really were with them, it makes you question how strong your relationship was. But the truth is...people change, move on, get mad, get jealous, fall in love, fall out of love, and they make mistakes. And a relationship that used to be easy...may not always be that way. *She could try to save him. Change him out of of the disaster he made himself into. But even if she succeeded, how much of her life would she have lost? How much pain would she have to go through first? He's so lost, so broken, so cold. And she knows all of this, but under all that, she sees more...she sees potential, so much potntial. Potential he'll never see in himself, at least not without her help. So, when everyone tells her to give up, to let go...she holds on. Because she sees what everyone doesnt, she sees hope for what everyone else would call "a lost cause." *Why is it that out of all the people in the world we only long for one? What makes us feel like we can only be happy with that person? Why do people become so dependent on someone just to be knocked down the second theyre left heartbroken? I guess thats whats so amazing about love...theres billions of people to choose from, but all you want is one. *And the fact that you cant love her back is going to kill her. Itd be one thing if you just had no interest in her at all, if you didnt have such strong feelings for her...but thats not the case. You just don know how to love, you wont let yourself love; or be loved. And because of that, she'll break into more pieces then she ever thought possible. She knows what you feel for her, not cause you told her...which you didnt. But because she sees it in you, cause believe it or not, its there...if you look hard enough, through all the walls you put up, you can see it. That gives her hope, hope that only time can destroy. Because once she realizeds that you can never give her the love she needs...she'll have put her whole heart into you, ignoring all the warning signs from the people around her. *Dont let yourself be one of those people who dont realize what they have until its gone. Dont wait to say the words you need the one you love to hear. Open your eyes on your own, before they get pushed open by reality. Cause it hits you hard the day you realize youve lost everything you never knew you wanted. Post a comment in response: |
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