| Current mood: |  depressed |
| Current music: | the used- on my own |
on my own
so i woke up this morning and went to get bloodwork. my counts came back later tonight, and they are really messed up. my creatin count went from 1.0 to 1.4- they told me i may need to go into the hospital and have some test's done...one person said its because im fighting off a cold, another said that has nothing to do with it. i dont understand why people here cant tell me what is wrong with me. school is just around the corner and i dont want to spend the first few weeks in the hospital. god, i am so empty inside.. i wish someone would call me and ask me to hang out. its times like these where i just want to kill myself.
"and now it seems that i have found...nothing at all. i wanna hear your voice out loud. slow it down, slow it down. without it all, i'm choking on nothing it's clear in my head, and IM SCREAMING FOR SOMETHING. knowing nothing is better than knowing at all"
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