yesterday was a piss-poor day. (i'm just going to say right now that i can't see thescreen because i'm more than a foot away from it so pardon any spelling mistakes/typos) i went to see a movie with my dad that was different than i expected and also was with only old people in the theater and they were laughing because it was completely geared towards old people. so, that was okay but worse than i hoped. Also, then (hey, suddenly i can see the computer!) we were trapped in the parking lot and i had to squeeze between two cars with about two centimeters of space on each side and it was scary. people are assholes to block people in. how hard is it to see that people aren't going to be able to get out. and there isn't really anything that anyone can do about it, barring stopping every movie and having a loud speaker or something. which i doubt they did. anyway, i could get out and i left but my dad had to wait around because there was no way his big truck was going to be able to go anywhere.
also, i have been generally feeling bad about myself. life is just a little bit too sad for me to get perspective or anything right now.
man, i don't even want to be telling this to you. which is why i don't want to update. but i do want to ujpdate, i just don't want to tell it to you. it feels too mediocre. it feels too honest, maybe. honest mediocrity is the worst.
sigh. i really did just sigh too. nothing has turned out how i wanted it to today. i went out to get the mail and i got a birthday card with no money in it which just made me feel extremely old. and then i got something from western and i thought it would be the thing i got last year which told me i had good grades and was on some dean's list or something, and then it was the goddamn bill and then the only other thing i got was a bank statement, which turned out okay because i saw that i gained money in both accounts, but only like 5 dollars or 25 maybe, or something. not all that much, but generally i just go from 100 to 2 dollars or something and it was good to have gained. but a generally disappointing trip to the mailbox nonetheless.
also, it is motherfucking cold outside. that isn't going to stop me from going to hollywood video and the bank. i'm going to rent movies and watch them, and it's going to make me happy.
fritz: would you care to watch donnie darko on sunday night? mayhaps after we eat dinner? that would be swell, because i really want to watch it, but since you haven't seen it yet (unless you saw it and i don't know) and it is good and i want your opinion on what you think happens, etc etc etc??????
i just wanted to say that before i forgot.
umm...yeah. last night i went on a quest to find a book to read and i think i have decided that i don't have to finish the book before i go back, it will be okay if i just read like 3.5 books this break or something, because all of the books that seemed like remotely good choices seemed maybe too long to finish. but, now that i think about it, i have a whole week just to read a book. which is actually a lot, considering i don't do anything else.
that was extremely not neccessary to tell you. damn it. necessary only has one c.
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