|Current mood:|| tired|
|Current music:||Andy Griggs- you wont ever be lonley|
Yadda yadda, i know i haven't updated since my trip homecoming or so, but..ill do it now. Pretty much over the days, ive been hanging out with lauren, sitting on my bootay, or out with my parents someplace. I havent done anything worthwhile..umm..went to the mall on tax free weekend..got...umm..something. oh yeah! a shirt. lol. 9.99 exactly. its cute..its a tank with a smiley face that says..have a nice day. i like it. lol..i laughed when i saw it, so i hope someone else gets a laugh.
Hmm..whats today? tuesday? yeah..well..wednesday right now. Monday, i went to T.mobile to get a cell phone with my parents. The cell phone was free, i got 600 mino, and free nights and weekends. Its good to have free nights lol. from 9 P to 7 A..its free..pretty nice. Ive been using it a lot. not really to call, just to fiddle with..lol. Texted joyce, lauren, and kristen some. Umm..i got a Nokia..3300 i think it is. Its the standard nokia. I think a lot of people have this phone, but oh well. Id rather have a good priced, out of date phone than some 500 dollar one thats the latest trend. Lauren got hers today, which is a...something with an E..i forget..but its got a camera that you can hook onto it..and kristen got one now..it was an old one of janette's..but they got the account redone or some crap. Theyres are nice. I like laurens, but..i was thinking about it and all..cause my parents said i could get a camera if i wanted to. But, you know..i have a camera at home..i dont need one on my phone...plus..i dont want to really be using it more than i have to.
Right now, sure..i just got it..but in a couple of months or so..i dont wanna be someone whos always on the phone, or screwing around with it..that gets annoying to me. idk. So..i dont even really want a camera..sure, its cool to say 'hey..i have a cellphone camera!!' lol..but..its just a fashion..i dont want it.
Anyways. Enough about that, eh?
Today..i went to walmart. FINALLY---- I GOT SOME SWEATPANTS!!! haha they may be too big, theyre mens..i couldnt find womens..but..i like em bigger than they should be..its more comphy. just like sweatshirts..i LOVE them baggy and huge..because..idk..i feel safer..and warmer..and more comphy/cuddlyer in it. lol. yeah. Anyway. i got that, 2 packs of SUGARLESS gum..lol, trying that, 3 cds- Ashanti, Counting crows, and..er..i forget. oh yeah. third day.
We got food and junk for steves arrival. He comes back TUESDAY!! I cant wait..lol. i miss him so much..so much. just knowing he'll protect me from everything. Man..i love his protection. My family, and other people outside the family know that..if ANYONE..really..anyone..messes with me, or with Chris..he will seriously beat there asses. I mean, not that id ask him to lol..but its nice to think of it. I feel so much better when i know hes home, before i go to sleep. Anyway. Okay..so..yeah..my parents will leave monday night after school around..8 or 9. Get in SC by 12..go to sleep..then get up the next day to go to his last graduation..and then theyll bring him home. Itll be after i get home from school too..so..its good.
Hmm..God, i am so nervous about school. Everyones telling me not to be, but i am..and i hate it. Idk what im worried about..i think mainly lunch..just..where im gonna sit. thats all..and making the grades i expect of me,and my parents expectations of me. I hope i get a b/f too..i dont wanna be the only one without a guy. Lauren thinks she wont get one..but..i know she will. theres actually tall guys in HS..and..she has a chance. shes pretty, shes smart as a whip, and she has a good personality when she gets used to the person long enough. Well, i have no chance. im not pretty, half half smart..when i wanna be..and..my personality sucks. Oh well. I know i wanna guy who likes the music i like..it really doesnt matter..but yeah. I dont care what they loook like, as 3/4s of the school does, because it seriosuly doesnt matter. Why are people so freaking worried about what other people look like? I HATE IT!! its so mean..to say someone is ugly or not nice/whatever..just because of there clothes, or because they have braces, or because they have never had a boyfriend or whatever you wanna say. I hate it..so much. But, that will never change. no matter how time passes.
Why did the world end up like it is now?
idk. well..im going. see you.