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I just don't get it
Right now not feeling good as to where I am at in life though. Stress makes me eat, haven't been to the gym in 3 1/2 weeks, Lewy is back to being a butt head. I backed into something at work in the golf cart and messed up the tailgate on it. Just want to sit with someone and have an intelligent conversation or not talk at all just hold hands. How about a walk around the block. Why is this so hard for him to get? Is it just me or is it insane to want not material things but time with someone you care about. I don't ask for much and an ocaisional bunch of flowers would be nice, I don't even want roses. How about the other person thought of you when they stopped for gas and brings you home a diet pepsi? Is it weird that I want to feel settled or content in my life? I know all the things about it is my life and I can control what is happening but I always believe in "it will change" story. The first 2 years of marriage were wonderful but now when I drive down our street when I come home I always wonder if his car will be in the driveway or if he's out with the guys. Not a good day for me.
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